FRUSTRATED!

So I'm totally frustrated!  I just don't get why its taking so long for me to get my visa #.  It's been about a month since I sent it to Korea...and supposedly I'm leaving around April 15th.  And that's another thing. I mean...when will I find out the exact date I'm leaving?  I gave my boss two weeks notice and I finish Wed Apr 7 so really about 2 and a half weeks notice...b/c Im that nice...  :|  Anyways everyone's asking me when im leaving and I just don't have a straight answer for them... which sucks since I'm like leaving in 3 weeks...and then I have to explain how I don't know.  It just seems so last minute...and for people who know me they know how much I don't like last minute things... and how I tend to stress out.  Which I guess is something I have to get used to because apparently a lot of things are last minute in Korea. Great!  So I guess I'll be stressing to my fam over skype...whenever it is that I get over there and start using skype.  I'm excited...but still not really feeling its actually happening b/c I just don't have the deets I'd like to have.  Like...oh I don't know...when I'm going, what my visa number is.  I mean technically I still have to do an interview at the Korean Consulate and its cutting it pretty close. 
Ive started making a list of stuff I have to buy and pack but I haven't really done anything in that area... other than write a list.  I'm good at writing lists.  My family is letting me know how much they're going to miss me but I guess because i feel so lost about whats going on I don't really feel like I'm actually getting on a plane and heading to the other side of the globe.  Like really I should be totally sad about leaving...but I'm excited and anxious... just let it happen.  So my cousin Lillian found out she's having a boy (due in August) and unfortunately due to my grandma's death she pushed back her baby shower which she was having early just for me.  So I'm going to miss it.  Which sucks. 
Marise's wedding is fast approaching (April 10th) and I (phew) finally fit into my dress (double phew).  I'm excited but nervous...b/c I totally don't like walking down an aisle (even if its as a bridesmaid) with everyone staring at you.  Great now I just made myself nervous again.  I lost 15 pounds and hoping to lose 5 more by her wedding.  So hitting the gym extra hard this week.
Hopefully this week everything will get settled and I'll finally know...